Fights with the beast inside
I let it trip me up but I tried!
I could run, I couldn’t hide...
I tripped and fell
My demons sent me through Hell.
I wanted to scream for help
I can’t do this myself!
I thought I needed you to show me how
But I know now...
I’ve got to battle these demons alone.
Just answer the phone
I need to talk to you!
Can’t be numb anymore so...
Most times I don’t know what to do.
I know I have missed you so
Now I beg of the heroin
Please just let me go!
For I have found several reasons to live
Daughter, Mom, Brother, Sister, Friend
Myself I forgive...
These demons I must slay
This mental holocaust must go away!
Heroin I don’t need your isolation
I just need some inspiration
I let you go with hesitation
But now I’ve found my motivation
I have KILLED your manifestation!